No Reason to Believe You
Stop it
Stop it goddamnit
Don't make me go through this again
I'm locked in my tomb
If I come out it's worse
He says things that she says he doesn't mean
Things behind my back
Even though he knows
I hear him
Perfectly
I know that it's no help
All the things I've ever done
I can't see why I'm here anymore
I'm here
They're there
It's none of my business
Even though it's all my business
When I ask you to talk to me
I ask for your forgiveness
You won't talk to me
I say I'm sorry
I was wrong
Even though I know it isn't true
You ignore me
Just like you try to ignore it
I can't make it go away
When all my words fall on closed ears
What the hell can I do?
You say you don't know if you can forgive
Me
It was Me right?
I was the one who F***ed up your whole life
I was the reason for all your pain
I'll leave if you like
You tell me you love me
But there was no honesty
She was the one who ruined your life
And all I ever did was try to make it better for
You
It was you this time
You who lied and now you say you don't deserve me
After all the work and time
You don't know why I still love you
Now you rub it in my face, that I discovered the truth
At a very bad time
A time not right for you
He thinks he knows what's wrong with me
He sucks my blood constantly
My body is fooled by his drugs and
I begin to wonder if he lied
About how good they are for me
Now he tells me he doesn't know
He doesn't know, but he's smarter than
Me
And this is my life
And this is my future
And this is my child
And this is my love
.......and it isn't worth the pain.
1994
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